My wife loves younger bull
Cuckold
At the tart my wife and I agreed that no one she would have sex with would come to our home. We also agreed to NO KISSING. And we agreed that I would always be present. All three rules needed to be changed, and they were. We have had only a very limited number of men to our place. And those who did visit, made love to my wife in our bed.
Seeing another guy on my side of the bed, has caused many feelings within me. It has been like a new kind of angst. And it is also very exciting. I do think that each of her lovers got an extra feeling of power by being in our bed, while I sat nearby. Each was there more than once. And two stayed much more time than was expected. Although we agreed that I would always be present, we changed it to me being present something like 80% of the time (the percentage changed a few times). And this happened while she was with another guy at our place, in our bed. Several time she asked that I give them some “alone time”. She would ask for this in terms of time, like 2 hours, or 4 hours of alone time. Sometimes she called it private time.
Or she would say, “we need 3 hours of privacy, are you okay with that?”. This generates a much different, more intense feeling, when she and her lover are in our bed. And when I am asked to give them private time, I feel vibes from the third, like he feels even more powerful, or like he is affecting the relationship between my wife and me. Perhaps this is true. During cuckolding in general, I feel a sense of being “left out”. And this feeling is heightened much more, “left out”. And when someone is with my wife in our bed, I feel even more jealous and even more envious of him. More than once I found myself crying in the other room. I just felt so very overwhelmed with emotions. Once I was able to contain myself, I moved closer to the bedroom so I could hear them. And I would stroke myself. After my climax I would feel that feeling of clarity and felt like this must never happen again. But within several minutes, I went back to listen. Knowing they my wife and her lover were in our bedroom, in our bed, without me there, caused me to become hard again (most unusual for me). This cycle would repeat while they are together in our bedroom, without me there. My wife prefers young guys, like in their early 20’s, and even younger (at least legal age, of course). And this adds to my embarrassment. There is something extra embarrassing when the guy in our bed, where I regularly sleep, is much younger than she (almost 40) and I.
When another man is in our bed, and he goes to pee; especially being in his early 20’s or less, the sound of his peeing seems louder and stronger, than when I pee. This is actually embarrassing. When I am present and he gets up to pee, usually after their sex, his cock appears larger than it would normally be in that flaccid or semi-erect stage. It also appears to be more of a reddish color, than it otherwise would be. I have noticed that each guy seemed to enjoy being looked at while naked, going to pee and then returning to the bed.
And while in bed with my wife, after their sex, seeing them together feels very erotic. For example, her hand may be on his thigh, as they engage in some talk, or while they are lying next to one another watching television. If my wife notices that I am interested in their body language, she may begin to move her hand on his thigh in a teasing way. Or she may include his penis with her motions. Seeing this adds to the eroticism and my feeling of envy towards him, especially his large cock and balls.
I feel even more embarrassed and humiliated when my wife opens her legs while they are lying next to each other, after intense and loving sex, with no condom, so that I will provide her oral. I will concentrate my tongue inside her vagina, rather than on her clit, as I would do, for just “regular oral”. When she first opens her legs, or uncrosses them, his sperm will be leaking out, even more, than it already had been leaking from her vagina.
Several times, during my oral time at her vagina, my wife and her younger lover will begin to kiss. As I lick and suck at her vagina, it is very erotic to hear their kissing. I will of course, try to look up at see them kissing, if only for a few seconds. Several times when she has told me to stop my oral; I have asked for more time. I will say something like, “please just another seven minutes”. And she has always agreed. There is something very addictive, when my wife and her friend are in our bed, with his sperm in her vagina, and also leaking from that same vagina, which causes me to want to stay put, and keep eating my wife.
